the idea of You

i love the idea of You so much.
i'd say i love You, but at times, i'm not sure what that 'love' was all about.
i think it may be that i've gotten used to loving the sense of You, the feel of having You around, that it's become second nature to feel this pure comfort and belonging....almost solely...with and around You.
i've compared people to You..although i try so hard not to.
in some areas you fail, while in others i feel as if no one could ever measure up.
You were one of a kind in my mind - both positively and...not so positively.
but at the same time, i know there's more out there who possess the qualities i've grown to admire in You. so i'm not worried.

but i still admit, i do love the idea of You.