the first love, after your first love, is the the most terrifying of them all.

Jan, 21

i started this blog two years ago. the purpose? to track my mental and emotional development during, what i felt, was the most trying time in my young adult life: college. sigh.

now here i am, a senior; my, how i've changed.

i just read through my previous posts thinking "what was i even talking about? why did i care so much?" But, if there's two trends i've noticed, it's that i used to be a regular, teen-aged, drama queen (i'm slightly embarrassed. ...slightly), and i still prefer the look of lowercase letters.

with that said, i can't wait for the day when i'm married, with kids, and i wander back across this blog. I'll probably show it to my daughter when she experiences her first heartbreak, because if there's one thing i've learned from the blogsphere, it's that you are not unique in what you feel. anywho, the rest of this life of mine should be mighty exhilarating. I'M EXCITED!