fuck you

FUCK. YOU.
i can't even explain to you the feeling i'm experiencing right now..
i literally cannot find the words to describe...
but, i can tell you that i'm hurt.
i'm extremely fucking offended.
it feels like september, october, november, december, january, february and march
all rolled into one.
i actually don't know who to turn to.
because i want to slap you silly [and cuss you the fuck out.]
but unfortunately, for me at least,
i feel like i have no one to talk to...
but what's the point? what does talking really do for me anyway?
this is my reality..i cannot change what has been done.
or who has done it
or why they did it.
....i thought i found it too.
i don't know why i was so stupid and so blind......
so fucking blind.
i don't wish this feeling upon anyone.
this is bigger than any boy, any relationship, any heartbreak
this is my fucked up life.
and i've let you fuck it up for entirely too long..and i can only hate myself for that.
i let you make me hate myself.....
like it was something wrong with me..
there's nothing wrong with me.
you're the fuck up.
you're twisted, and heartless, and conniving. selfish, untrustworthy....i could go on.
but i'm done wasting my energy on you.
i held all of this in for too long,
because our relationship meant more to me
than any pain or suffering i was feeling...
but i'm done.
you don't respect me
so i damn sure won't respect you.
i do not want to do this anymore.
i am going to forget you.
fuck
you

(if you assume you know who this is about,
i can guarantee you that you are wrong.)